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I love winter months but the amt of depressive episodes I endure everyday😭😭😭
#winter depression is smth I've suffered with a lot the past few yrs#worst times of life i swear#its wtv ig haha#i might dissappear for a while tho#idk we'll see
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if chibnall was the one writing this season you lot would be talking VERY differently
#anti rtd#oomfs ur so right#s14 is the kinda mid that people think his era was#and yet#you throw in that razzle dazzle written by rtd and all of a sudden there's no criticisms!#or worse somehow#is how its a polite and gentle reframing of chibs criticism#like with him it was hey he ate this singular one thing But I KNOW CHIBS IS BAD HE'S TERRIBLE DONT WORRY I KNOW IT#and with rtd its oh i disliked this nonsensical and objectively bad writing but ummm guys i lOVED LOVED everything else i swear#its soooooooooooooOOOOOOOOO#it must be studied#but i knew yous were a lost cause when we had 14/15 running around calling men hot bc yes totally something the doctor just does#not ooc at allllll#bc this is how we know the doctor is queer now guys#dont you know it#i have like a million other complaints i miss being like oh hey that was mid/bad and moved on with my life 😭😭#god i think 13 era killed me bc now i do care about u hypocritical losers#rip 15ruby i wish i cared and that you had any development#ncuti millie i would like to hang out with you though#15 maybe you'll cry less next season so that the emotional scenes have impact perhaps 🙏🏾🙏🏾#ramblings of an insomniac#god i just remembered the whole real mum antics#fuck i need to go i gotta go!!!!#ps the ncuti conundrum where he's the most charismatic dr in nuwho whilst also being the worst actor is driving me nuts#idk if its the characterisation or his lack of ability in creating that inner psychology that connective tissue between his louder acting#which he's great at btw!#idk maybe that one monologue in boom made me go yes okay here we goooo#but then every other moment has been like hmmmnnnmtgodhd okay whateve#i think he needed more acting prep before he got this role bc he's got Something he could be Great but the subtle stuff is lacking#sooo hoping he can grow into that but it's giving perfect actor wrong time.... and if ur white ur not allowed to agree with me shush go away
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#shitposting#this is my elden ring experience tbh XDDDD#so yes do not expect any simping for rellana or messmer in this blog ffhffhvcg#(good for them though they are so in love xd)#I HAVE *THE* WORST TASTE LOL#lmao I miss the times when mico was my one and only fictional crush#after someone ruined it for me by opening my eyes on the fact he could never like me I-#-have been bouncing gfhggghg#I lowkey need an object of fantasies because I need to love but I don't crush on anyone-#-in real life yet xd#but I swear every time I find a blorbo either they are taken or incapable of this stuff for-#-another reason#this meme brought by the fact how Crow ruined her Logarius for me XDDDD#BLAMING THAT CHICKEN IS ALWAYS A SOLID STRATEGY AHAHAH#@heraldofcrow fight me xddd#(for like 10000000th time gfhuhv)
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O BTW i watched the first ep of the dungeon meshi and I RLY LIKE ITTTT ive been meaning to start the manga for yrs but never got around to it TT... trigger seems to be doing rly well w the adaptation tho from what ive heard manga readers say and well just from watching it blind myself i alr rly love it and cant wait to see more...!!!
#save me dunmeshi yuri and yaoi...#(the white women and kabru & that one eyed elf guy who always looks like hes having the worst time of his life-#cant wait to get to kabru i love his design sm hes so cute....#also very dismayed to find that i lowkey find laios(laius?) attractive... lowkey...#I BLAME MILK COOKIE.... ITS ALL BC OF MILKCOOKIE... I DIDNT CARE ABT HIMBOS BEFORE. DAMMIT#being attracted to (white)men is so embarrassing#he has a similar body type to milk + his face too... the droopy eyes...#and his personality is similar too..... except instead of dark choco cookie he fixates on eating monsters <3#honestly love that its so cute..#FARLYN IS SO FINE THO HIII🥰... UNNI- *gets bonked w a hammer*#both siblings remind me of milk cookie tbh.... laius for what i mentioned and farlyn w her rosy cheeks...#milk cookie is like if u combined them...#also senshi is so instantly likeable...#THE FOOD MADE ME HUNGRY AFFFF LIKE I WAS DROOLING#i want to draw milk cookie again....#ok i swear im not gonna simp for laius tho. hes just some guy (i do think his chara is v endearing so far)#IM JUST ADMITTING HES CUTE BC... I SWEAR I WOULDVE NEVER THOUGJT THIS BEFORE...#LIKE HES NOT MY TYPE... BEFORE THAT DAMNED COOKIE......DAMN IT#its ok theyre fictional men tho <3
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Guys do not fucking lie to me is Agatha All Along a good show or does it only have lesbians
#I gave up on mcu ages ago#I refused to sit through s2 pf Loki after realising the first 3 episodes were utter shit#'it has a great finale-' I don't give a shit I refuse to watch a bad show because the last episode may be worth it#I haven't watched a marvel product in so long#I am happy without them. I am living a good life without them.#should I trust marvel one more time?#Because I swear to God if the show sucks ass and its only redeeming quality are lesbians I am goinb to have a mental breakdown#and cry#so be honest with me. I beg of you.#do not look into your heart- use your brain#is it a show that's actually enjoyable to watch and won't make me burst capillaries because of plot holes#inconsistency no real motivation behind the characters' actions bad writing bad dialogues or a deus ex machina#that randomly saves the day at the end of it all#I am begging you to tell me the truth#think it like that: I'm like someone who hasn't smoked weed in years#out of their own volition and they're fine they're good#but then they arr at a party and everybody's smoking this stuff and they say it's the shit. It's the real shit.#so then you go you break your vow to yourself and you decide to try it. And it fucking sucks. Worst joint ever. Makes me wanna puke and cry.#do not let me smoke the worst joint ever. tell me the truth. please.#agatha all along#agatha harkness
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7th Time Loop
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Top picture is from the manga, versus the same instance that was an illustration in the Light Novel. I love the introduction of this man in every media of this.
#im sorry i swear#ill move on#eventually#but this man is pure bisexual chaotic energy#i cant help it#i just know he does finger guns#and sits in chairs like a crazy person#7th time loop#7th time loop: the villainess enjoys a carefree life married to her worst enemy!#manga#manga recommendation#screencaps#manga panel#romance#shoujo#shojo#fantasy#seven seas entertainment#fyres hyperfixations
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anyone else up feeling utterly overwhelmed or nah
#not to overshare on the internet but.#idk there's just So Much to untangle and So Many mental habits to break and it feels impossible. how can i undo 20 years of this.#like yeah ive already made some progress just in the last few years but thats just the very tip of the proverbial iceberg!!!!#every single day i find something else buried deep that i have to try and root out!!!!!!!!!!! literally every day!!!!!!!!!!!#im just. hrghhgh#i dont want to be fighting this for the rest of my life man. im so tired.#i think. the worst thing about this is. it feels like they still have a hold on me.#which is genuinely the most bone-chilling horrifying thought i have ever had.#i DONT regret leaving but man. if i fall back in. because everything familiar is there. i dont think i could rip myself away again.#because leaving the first time was hard enough. i don't think im strong enough to do it again.#genuinely terrifying. i hate living like this#getting the fuck out of this state canNOT happen soon enough. i swear to god#winter speaks#personal#<- sorry its very late at night <///3 im getting introspective and feeling frustrated
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If headaches and ESPECIALLY migraines where a person I‘d be in prison for murder
#yapping#migraines aren’t headaches theyre the coming of the antichrist#I luckily have migraines that are less bad now#but when I was like 11-13 my migraines where ruining my life#like the first time I ever had one I got wheeled off to the hospital and the paramedics and doctors all thought I had a stroke#like what the hell#the aura was the worst and I had muscles spasms#my entire right side was in paralysis and I couldn‘t speak bcs I would just forget words#they thought I didn‘t remember but like#I know it‘s December#it‘s like I know the concept and the answer but don‘t know how to say the word#and worst of all#I got my first one during an English exam and my English teacher just didn‘t let me leave#and when she did I had to go alone#and I couldn’t see and could neither talk nor walk so I didn‘t find the room where I could get help#and I was in pain obviously#I hate that teacher#she came to the room before the paramedics took me to the hospital and I looked straight into her old devil eyes#I hope I cursed her#i really#autism stress be damned#I swear I think that‘s literally the reason for everything#I love my autistic self but I also hate it so much#I wish things could’ve been more chill
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Nina and I are unfortunately like dynamite and gunpowder. something happens and we’re just like oh yeah? You wanna go? Let’s go! Meet me in the ring bitch!
#part of our power is the insane SPEED and then reconciliation of our fights#we forgive and communicate as fast as we fight#but there is no one in the world who makes me just SAY the shit I shouldn’t say than her#like she just. she herself is so fast and so blunt and so ruthless and so bullying and so LOUD#that it fires me right up and it’s like okay well FINE the gloves are off#but then it makes me anxious after like. did I say something TOO hurtful#Nina and I always joke we have the RANGE#because for all of my we’re the struggling married couple of sisters#we also have times where the fun and exchange of ideas is flowing#and this ability to say and hear things to/from each other that most people don’t/can’t?#like. the level of rock-solid trust is SO high. but equally high is our wildly differing personalities and worldview#so there isn’t anything quite like it and it can be confusing from the outside#like I HAVE to meet her in the parking lot because she’ll be being the WORST#but also she thinks I am being the worst#but anyway I do hate when a fight seems like NEW territory#and then I always worry that I have done irreversible damage#I can hear Nina in my head mocking that very idea because she is so tough#and mocking the anxiety of me being like nothing can ever be okay again#but life and certain subjects have been traumatizing in the past year#so idk what is safe exactly right now#I am FULLY rambling and having a million thoughts at once#but yeah#SORRY FOR SWEARING#twice
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#it's been a while but god i'm tired#worst of it all is i'm doing all this effort and thinking and planning and looking into future possibilities#when sometimes i feel like nothing's going to work and i'll just never achieve what i want to#i swear one of my biggest fears in life is actually realizing that time has passed and i've remained stuck in the same place#like seeing life pass by and just doing nothing but only realizing this when it's too late and all comes to a stillness#i feel so old already and i'm not even 23#anyways are these real feelings or am i just having an annualy existential crisis because my birthday is coming up#plus all the ridiculous amount of stress law school seems to be putting me through lately#rant
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a man is bored at work. he wishes the day wasn't so boring. the monkey's paw curls
#not to blog abt my personal life on main but idk where else to ramble about this#received the worst news of my life so far earlier today and. nothing feels real still#never going to complain about the day being boring ever again i swear to god#n i know my wishing things weren't boring did not cause this but jesus was it bad timing
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(The day after)Tomorrow afternoon I can go back to drawing again!!!! I can finally finish the requests!!!!
#steel rambles#I swear these have been 2 of the worst weeks ever#they're almost over and I can finally draw and write#I also got closure on a couple of things in my personal life so I'm kind of destabilized#BUT FUCK IT I HAVE SOME FREE TIME I CAN BE SILLY#wuhuuu#I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN ABOUT THE REQUESTS I SWEAR#they've been bugging me nonstop#I will finish those 2 comics no matter the cost!!!!!
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#spoke in court for the first time yesterday i'm alrd fucking scarred for life#literally got hazed by the worst judge ever#he really said 'why do you think you have the right to rep the defendant :/'#i was running on 4 hours of sleep and had to prep for a counsel meeting in the afternoon too#plus i only got the case on short notice .. WHAT DID YOU EXPECT#FUCK#screamin cryin throwin up rn#man made me have an existential crisis like damn what am i doing in life :D#i swear i didn't make this blog as an outlet to rant abt work..... LOL....#starters are gonna come thru over the weekend :')))#ooc.
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Okay guys I saw the thumbnail and there is no "Season Finale" or "Part One" anywhere in the title do I need to start killing?
#ts critical#ts crit#I swear to GOD Sanders i am going to FUCKING GET YOU#the wort part is I'll probable love this fucking video#bc i miss these characters so much and i love them and i just want to know what they're up to#but this is inherently hurtful to the main plot#bc showing so much in-universe time passing with no real acknowledgement makes everything seems so awkwarrrrrd#if you wanna makemore old school little slice of life videos that's totally fine!!#i think those are fun i like just seeing the characters interact#and chat casually and be funny and such. it's cute it's entertaining it's more character building y'know#but this is like the worst possible time#resolve the major pending plot conflicts before going silly mode please#you either put these BEFORE the cliffhanger episodes or AFTER the conclusion episodes#if not it just messes up the whole pacing of the series and the tone goes all strange#man#I'm salty sorry i haven't even seen the video maybe it's fine maybe it places itself nicely in the plot idk idk
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#yall I got played btw 😂😭😭😭#in real life I mean#and I’m laughing but it’s actually so sad#but it’s also embarrassing#you’d think I’d recognise the red flags by now when it comes to the male species#seeing as I literally write about toxic fuckboy men all the time#you’d think I’d know what goes on in their heads#you’d think I’d be smarter about things#YOU’D THINK I WOILDNT BE DELULU#but I was#and now that I’m looking back at all our chats and remembering all our conversations#I’m like WOW WHY WAS I BEING STUPID#blind to all the red flags fr 😭😭#but I swear this guy was saying stuff to me that I make the guys in my fanfics say#like the smoothest mf shit 😂😂😭😭#I hate myself fr bc I haven’t even told yall the worst part#the part that makes me wanna DIEEE#he was………..#younger than me 🥲🥲🥲🥲😭😭😭😭😭😭#SNXJSNXKSKKS SOMEBODY SLAP ME#I HATE MSYELF#anyways#it ended a while ago I was just too embarassed to talk about it#but I’m finally coming to terms with it#😭😭😂😂😂😂
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everyday I miss miitomo .. aaa
#these screenshots are not even good or the most interesting/funny/cool ones from back then#they just so happen to be ones I found in a folder so am thinking about them solely for the memory of it all#WORST thing is I never even had friends (still don't have friends really that have many similar interests to me lol..epic hermit moment) who#played or were willing to do I didn't really use the social aspects much. if there were any?? maybe I'm just making up a better game in my#head lol.. I thought maybe you could visit your friends apartments at some point or something? I know you could have multiple mii characters#and put them in their own apartments too.#I could also be mixing it in my mind with tomodachi life. which is a superior game. but also I think mostly I just loved the dress up and#photo creation aspects of this. That you could spend like 30 minutes putting your little avatar person in different lttle poses with differe#nt backgrounds and import your own custom background and etc. etc. And the community questions & answers section was always ridiculous#WHY is it that all actually good and cool things end up shutting down and nobody cares about them but then some tv shows/games/etc. can keep#going for like 808989598590 years when they are actually very bad and stinky and pointless#I know probably something somehting profit motive. if something sucks but is hyped blindly and sells then that's all that matters.#things that are cool and innocative but have a small audience get poo poo pee pee Not Good Enough For Shareholders whatever#>:(#This is why I don't play apps or online games /anything live service or that is dependent on external things to function#Like every once in a while I do but for the most part if something is not it's own self contained experience then I dont care to even get#invested in the first place because it could just randomly be taken away from you at any time without warning or etc.#Also just charmed by anything that incorporates personality tests into part of the structure of an app even in a minor.comepletely trivial w#ay due to my preexisting obsession with anything in the realm of that topic (enneagram. mbti. etc. even astrology. just any way humans categ#orzie and analyze themselves. NOT because I think they're all scientifically valid methods and swear by them in practuce but like. the theor#y of it. I love personaliy testing from like.. a cultural perspective? like the fact that humans make this stuff up at all. and how they use#it and conceptualize it and apply it to their lives. the different frameworks within which the same traits can be categorized in different w#ays. one person looks at X trait and says its bc theyre a virgo. another explains the same exact trait by saying it's bc theyre an infj. etc#I mean some of them I do find actually personally fun to get into themselves (enneagram mostly) but mostly I just like the.. analysis#tfw you're such an analytical person you like to spend time analyzing analysis. Thinking abt the ways people think about thinking abt things#Actually Ive talked before about how I don't relate to/care about/get emotionally attached to media/dont exhibit Fan Behviors or join fandom#s or etc. BUT that is actually the one vaguely media related thing I WILL do. after watching something I like going to places like that#'personality database' site which is the public voting on character's personality types. and I do enjoy going to read the comments. not bec#ause I care about the character themselves. but I love seeing the paragraph long debates about like.. why Whoever is actually an intp NOT an#intj . or like 'OBVIOUSLY theyre 3w4 so/sp ILI are you FUCKING BLIND??!'. essays breaking down every cognitive function they ehibit and why
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